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lori and fentanyl

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we have enough resources we have enough

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ways to do it and it can be done and i'm

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just hoping that the younger people out

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there that are really trying to change

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the world that i see these great videos

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i do i gotta say facebook has some great

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videos about some young kids that are

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you know very young like you know seven

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eight nine and ten they're like eating

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in restaurants and they see homeless

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people outside and they say mom can i

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give some my food to that person and

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they'll run outside and feed them and do

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things i mean things that are just so

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hard you know

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they touch my heart they give me hope

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they make me hope you know wonder if

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if we actually are going to solve this

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problem with this group of kids and i

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think we do i think we're going to have

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a chance to do that i think it's going

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to happen

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and uh it's just you know what can i say

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it's really an amazing thing the young

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young children have not been

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indoctrinated yet by school and by

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having things and and and beating out

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the next guy and making more money than

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the next guy yet that they're still they

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have that about them and i hope that

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they hold on to it i hope there's a way

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we can get them to hold on to it

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facebook had this great thing on there

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yesterday about i don't know if it's

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still floating around but it's all about

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addiction and about how addiction is a

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product of isolation and if you bring

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like most one of their examples was that

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most of the vietnam vets um came back

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from vietnam and there was like 80 of

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them were on heroin

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or morphine every day and stone as soon

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around their friends and family and

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stuff they all cleaned up their very

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small percentage of them stayed addicts

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and the reason was is because they were

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isolated and they were going to be

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killed the next day so you know yeah why

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not be strong out of your mind right

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addiction is a is a problem and the

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biggest problem with it is isolation

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they have nobody to be with they don't

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have a job to get they are treated like

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they are incarcerated into a into

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another isolated area and then you know

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then they put back out on the street and

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told to to make a living for themselves

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out of these rehabs and it's just it's

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ridiculous that's not how it's going to

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work it'll never fix itself it's totally

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the wrong attitude of doing it and

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having said that gosh dang we're almost

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missed a break so here we go folks we're

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going to take our break we'll be back

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with mary elektra and robert peralta

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welcome back everyone to the california

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mufon radio show i'm your host lorian

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fenton i am so glad you guys are here

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with us on our birthday night for all my

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leo friends i can only gather two of

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them this evening but i guess that's

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more than enough because we're all

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having to bite our tongues and keep our

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keep quiet let the other one talk like

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good little kindergartners here on the

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show but before we get into that i do

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it is my birthday coming up this weekend

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it's my last chance to tell you guys

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about it i do hope if you live in the

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northern california area or anywhere in

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california and you can make it on up to

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check it out at lorian fenton.com that's

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f-e-n-t-o-n dot-com and you go to the

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conference page and it's all there it's

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all like an upcoming conference well i

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just put my birthday down there so you

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guys go check it out you can make it i'd

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love to see you we're gonna have a lot

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of fun i'm gonna be robert's gonna play

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music and uh we're gonna have a great

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it's a hot dog day because i love turkey

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i love all that food i'm not supposed to

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eat so that's what we're gonna do

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and we're gonna have lots of cake lots

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of ice cream lots of uh you know um gosh

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spirits there and we'll see anyhow

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though i know there'll be a diet dr

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pepper flowing because that's my other

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favorite drink i know i'm not supposed

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to drink diet drinks you guys don't tell

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me i know that but when it's my birthday

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them one day a week a year

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one day a week be nice but

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so anyhow uh if you can make it please

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do lorien fenton.com go to forward slash

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conferences and you'll find everything

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you need to know about the party and

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sign up and be there if you can okay so

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that's that now i want to make sure that

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robert peralo's website and i want to

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make sure you know about mary electra's

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new website which i actually built which

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i think is adorable so robert why don't

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you go first and tell everybody how they

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can get a hold of you find you follow

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you whatever they want to do and then

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we'll get back into our dialogue i still

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want to miss it at the end of the show

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well you want to make sure that you

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turn off your computers lock your doors

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erase my phone number and pretend you

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no no no no no truth is

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is we're just that the real news is we

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are getting ready to release the brand

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new all-new robertparella.com

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and um it's not up there's a just a

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beautiful sign there that says something

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wonderful is coming and it just says the

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all-new crawler.com site and that is

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going to debut late next week we've just

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been working really hard on a show that

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is coming on air and we've been filming

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believe it or not before we even get to

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the party we're going into the summer of

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love museum and filming there we're

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filming the parallel report uh the

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parallel report was originally debuted

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you know what's currently the latest

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trending things uh we might be talking

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about the beatles one night russell

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brand another night what's the latest

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film that everybody is going to see or

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it might be right there in the heart of

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disclosure and about uh what's happening

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with disclosure so it's it's a two to

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three minute social media bullet that

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give the social media aspect unless you

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have a show like gloria and

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take the time to listen to you but for a

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guy like me you know they're gonna go

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okay let's give it a shot in and out

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that you know i noticed it that's

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interesting you know 500 people will

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view something and only 12 people will

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give a thumbs up like you know

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quick and fun out there and we we are a

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solutions for a troubled society finding

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moral and social responsibility to make

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is the ultimate design so we will see

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our my site up

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next week and there you have it probably

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a thursday or friday next week and it's

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excited okay mary it's your turn tell

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everybody how to find you and what you

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do and and what what they can you know

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it's so hard uh

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to condense it but my site

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so beautiful

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go look at it it's called sound healing

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electra

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and it's sound healing electra and my

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facebook page is sound healing elektra

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so you can go to

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facebook and find me on facebook and

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that'll direct you to my website as well

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and i guess you might have guessed by

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now if i do sound healing and i do uh

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spiritual readings

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uh and

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i'm just i just found an illustrator for

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my children's book so hopefully by the

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end of the year i'll have my children's

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called the land of no sleep it's just

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the cutest little thing

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spritzers

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thank you very much and as robert said i

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believe that we're here to advocate

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well i know my journey is my journey is

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to instill in all those who come in

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magic

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and that's what i believe my sound

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is for

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and then i also do massage

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and

281
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that for you guys they could tell you

282
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whether i'm gonna get it or not but well

283
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i gotta say gary

284
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it's beyond terrific you know what's

285
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cool about it the most is that she sings

286
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and it's an elvis song which is even

287
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i can see it now next time we all get

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together we'll put our feet together and

289
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we'll all start humming elvis i can see

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it now

291
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oh my god

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you know when you're over

293
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when you're over 60 don't don't these

294
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strange things start happening i'm going

295
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to be hitting 60 this year so now i'm

296
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going to be part of the club you guys

297
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oh and what a club it is it's a great

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thing

299
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yeah

300
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i find myself you guys are going to love

301
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this story i met the doctors the other

302
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day and they say they know they start

303
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asking these questions now i'm going to

304
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ask you two about this and then i want

305
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to go back to russell brand a little

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later but

307
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um i'm sitting at the doctors and they

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start in on

309
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first they ask you your name your

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address your birth date they got to have

311
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all that five people have to ask you all

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the same question to make sure it's you

313
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okay

314
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and i get that because you're we're all

315
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on obamacare now and what have you right

316
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so i'm in there and i got to make sure

317
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i'm not

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joe blow off you know whatever trying to

319
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get health care right

320
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so yeah but they finally get to the

321
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questions of

322
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do you feel depressed do you have a gun

323
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in your house you know blah blah blah

324
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i'm like

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every time they get to these questions

326
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i'm like

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um excuse me

328
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do you know that uh we have a

329
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constitution here in the united states i

330
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go into this whole tirade to the poor

331
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technician person who's sitting there

332
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filling out these forms while they're

333
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doing my blood pressure and my

334
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temperature and all this stuff this poor

335
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person no matter who it is it's a whole

336
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earful for five minutes while they're

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doing all this stuff about the

338
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constitution of the united states and

339
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they're of course they're all

340
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mexican-americans so you know they're

341
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like yeah we know about the constitution

342
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of the united states i'd go but you

343
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don't understand it kids you just don't

344
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get it you don't have to ask these

345
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questions and i don't have to answer

346
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them and we go to this whole thing and

347
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by the time they leave they're always

348
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like you know looking at me like i'm

349
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half crazy but i hope i'm getting

350
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through to them because you know the

351
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reality is

352
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um

353
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there's no reason for them to ask me

354
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these personal questions and it's none

355
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of their business so

356
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anyhow i just feel like i'm getting over

357
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60 i'm getting really wild with my

358
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answers

359
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and don't forget your a1c

360
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and all these other things gosh the

361
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growing older is interesting because it

362
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shows you where you've really been

363
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you know um

364
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i had a doctor's report i had my blood

365
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taken i had everything a full

366
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comprehensive blood panel and everything

367
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um and the doctor came in and i said

368
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how'd i do he goes

369
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um

370
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i need you to sit down for a minute

371
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oh [\h__\h] you know when you hear i need

372
00:13:58,389 --> 00:13:56,320
you to sit down what makes new simply

373
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summer z feminine wash different it's

374
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simple seriously that's the answer it's

375
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made with simple ingredients ingredients

376
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that help stop odor and help you

377
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maintain a naturally healthy ph gently

378
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and effectively here's what simply

379
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summer's eve ingredients do not include

380
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harsh chemicals dyes alcohol or parabens

381
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and it comes in light refreshing scents

382
00:14:20,629 --> 00:14:18,560
like mandarin blossom and coconut water

383
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new simply summer's eve gentle foaming

384
00:14:26,949 --> 00:14:22,639
wash and cleansing cloths gentle by

385
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that's like oh my god i thought oh god i

386
00:14:33,910 --> 00:14:32,560
messed up oh god my life has gone by so

387
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fast if i thought my life was going to

388
00:14:38,310 --> 00:14:35,440
go by this fast i think i'd want my

389
00:14:39,670 --> 00:14:38,320
money back oh god how bad is it and he

390
00:14:41,189 --> 00:14:39,680
goes well

391
00:14:43,350 --> 00:14:41,199
you know how they kind of tease you a

392
00:14:45,350 --> 00:14:43,360
little bit they tease you because they

393
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want you to adjust they want you to

394
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shift they want you to think so they let

395
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you fry a little bit there first so

396
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you know

397
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so as your heart's racing once it gets

398
00:15:01,990 --> 00:15:00,480
to it now

399
00:15:04,069 --> 00:15:02,000
he checks your heart he waits till your

400
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heart's racing and then he gives you the

401
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news

402
00:15:07,670 --> 00:15:06,800
you know because he wants you nice and

403
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ripe

404
00:15:11,189 --> 00:15:09,600
you know but then that's what they're

405
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there for they're there to help and

406
00:15:15,269 --> 00:15:13,519
everything you know i guess the best

407
00:15:17,269 --> 00:15:15,279
thing is preventative medicine is just

408
00:15:19,990 --> 00:15:17,279
being conscious awake and aware and

409
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every day taking a self-audit inventory

410
00:15:23,910 --> 00:15:21,839
you know we can't afford to be

411
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just fly by night anymore you we don't

412
00:15:29,110 --> 00:15:26,399
have the luxury in this dimension even

413
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of just being casual about our diets if

414
00:15:32,310 --> 00:15:30,560
we're going to be the way showers in the

415
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transition team we're going to have to

416
00:15:35,269 --> 00:15:34,160
really do that inner work and everything

417
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so

418
00:15:38,829 --> 00:15:37,120
it's always a i don't mean to be overly

419
00:15:40,790 --> 00:15:38,839
motivational here but you

420
00:15:42,629 --> 00:15:40,800
know good reminder

421
00:15:44,230 --> 00:15:42,639
yeah promise me on saturday robert we're

422
00:15:47,030 --> 00:15:44,240
going to eat everything we want until we

423
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get stuff full of bad stuff

424
00:15:53,189 --> 00:15:48,160
in other words you'll see what you're

425
00:15:57,670 --> 00:15:55,030
i'll beat you sunday marry for breakfast

426
00:15:59,749 --> 00:15:57,680
and we'll have eggs okay

427
00:16:03,670 --> 00:15:59,759
so what we're saying is a train wreck on

428
00:16:07,910 --> 00:16:05,350
yeah i get that one that's a lot of

429
00:16:09,670 --> 00:16:07,920
people live that lifestyle too they live

430
00:16:11,509 --> 00:16:09,680
it constantly they they

431
00:16:14,310 --> 00:16:11,519
everybody's constantly making a deal

432
00:16:15,829 --> 00:16:14,320
with themselves and it's the rewards

433
00:16:16,949 --> 00:16:15,839
you know the whole cycle of it is

434
00:16:19,030 --> 00:16:16,959
rewards

435
00:16:20,870 --> 00:16:19,040
well i do know how boring it was for me

436
00:16:23,350 --> 00:16:20,880
for a year and a half to eat nothing but

437
00:16:25,030 --> 00:16:23,360
lettuce and chicken i mean seriously i

438
00:16:27,430 --> 00:16:25,040
lost a lot of weight but it was just

439
00:16:28,389 --> 00:16:27,440
lettuce and chicken all the time all the

440
00:16:30,310 --> 00:16:28,399
time

441
00:16:32,389 --> 00:16:30,320
you know you get to a point where a host

442
00:16:33,749 --> 00:16:32,399
of snowball is like you're you're at

443
00:16:35,430 --> 00:16:33,759
four o'clock in the morning you're

444
00:16:37,990 --> 00:16:35,440
laying in bed and going

445
00:16:39,990 --> 00:16:38,000
i gotta have that host of snowball do i

446
00:16:42,550 --> 00:16:40,000
want to get dressed get in the car drive

447
00:16:44,310 --> 00:16:42,560
to the 24-hour safeway and buy it or do

448
00:16:45,509 --> 00:16:44,320
i just want to lay here and dream about

449
00:16:47,910 --> 00:16:45,519
it you know

450
00:16:49,990 --> 00:16:47,920
and sometimes i'll if the host of

451
00:16:53,030 --> 00:16:50,000
snowball will win

452
00:16:55,189 --> 00:16:53,040
i call it the who would have thought

453
00:16:57,269 --> 00:16:55,199
attack

454
00:16:59,910 --> 00:16:57,279
oh my god who would have thought

455
00:17:02,069 --> 00:16:59,920
it's like you know damn those 24-hour

456
00:17:05,029 --> 00:17:02,079
safeways i'm telling you in all the

457
00:17:06,470 --> 00:17:05,039
24-hour stores because it's like you

458
00:17:09,110 --> 00:17:06,480
know two o'clock in the morning you're

459
00:17:10,789 --> 00:17:09,120
thinking god oreo cookies sounds so good

460
00:17:13,110 --> 00:17:10,799
right now you know

461
00:17:14,630 --> 00:17:13,120
you're just like oh but i could drink i

462
00:17:16,150 --> 00:17:14,640
could get in the car and drive down and

463
00:17:17,669 --> 00:17:16,160
get some see i don't keep any of that

464
00:17:19,669 --> 00:17:17,679
stuff in my house

465
00:17:20,549 --> 00:17:19,679
so that i have to go through this whole

466
00:17:23,909 --> 00:17:20,559
thing

467
00:17:26,390 --> 00:17:23,919
to get them right so and usually uh

468
00:17:28,150 --> 00:17:26,400
getting dressed driving there's so much

469
00:17:30,830 --> 00:17:28,160
of a hap hassle that i go to the

470
00:17:34,150 --> 00:17:30,840
refrigerator and i get a pickle you

471
00:17:37,029 --> 00:17:34,160
know you kind of break my diet

472
00:17:37,830 --> 00:17:37,039
so or eat an apple or something good for

473
00:17:40,390 --> 00:17:37,840
me

474
00:17:42,710 --> 00:17:40,400
and i'm like oh this is so depressing

475
00:17:44,710 --> 00:17:42,720
you know the battle of the bold very

476
00:17:46,789 --> 00:17:44,720
you've been down this battle too it's

477
00:17:49,590 --> 00:17:46,799
just it's a horrible battle to have to

478
00:17:51,110 --> 00:17:49,600
live i swear to god what i'd give to be

479
00:17:52,950 --> 00:17:51,120
one of those skinny people on this

480
00:17:54,310 --> 00:17:52,960
planet i get so much done it would be

481
00:17:56,549 --> 00:17:54,320
insane

482
00:17:58,390 --> 00:17:56,559
you know i'm gonna say one thing though

483
00:18:00,950 --> 00:17:58,400
it's like for me

484
00:18:02,230 --> 00:18:00,960
just me personally

485
00:18:04,390 --> 00:18:02,240
um

486
00:18:06,230 --> 00:18:04,400
we're talking about doctors and stuff

487
00:18:10,350 --> 00:18:06,240
i i

488
00:18:12,470 --> 00:18:10,360
i haven't been to a doctor since

489
00:18:14,630 --> 00:18:12,480
1977 i think

490
00:18:17,270 --> 00:18:14,640
except i had to go to the hospital when

491
00:18:19,350 --> 00:18:17,280
i had an allergic reaction to

492
00:18:23,029 --> 00:18:19,360
poison oak and i had to get a shot

493
00:18:25,750 --> 00:18:23,039
because my body was swelling

494
00:18:26,789 --> 00:18:25,760
so there are times when you really need

495
00:18:28,310 --> 00:18:26,799
medicine

496
00:18:29,830 --> 00:18:28,320
and i i'm not going to say that i'm in

497
00:18:32,150 --> 00:18:29,840
the best of health but i can tell you

498
00:18:34,150 --> 00:18:32,160
that my body is strong

499
00:18:36,630 --> 00:18:34,160
my body is wonderful it's had some

500
00:18:38,870 --> 00:18:36,640
injuries and i'm i'm i'm getting stem

501
00:18:42,390 --> 00:18:38,880
cell replacement to

502
00:18:44,390 --> 00:18:42,400
deal with high mobility issues because

503
00:18:45,270 --> 00:18:44,400
i believe that that really is our future

504
00:18:50,150 --> 00:18:45,280
and it's

505
00:18:51,750 --> 00:18:50,160
regrowth within yourself but as far as

506
00:18:53,750 --> 00:18:51,760
as my

507
00:18:55,510 --> 00:18:53,760
any issues i have

508
00:18:57,270 --> 00:18:55,520
my whole

509
00:18:59,590 --> 00:18:57,280
physical being

510
00:19:00,710 --> 00:18:59,600
is so connected to my emotion and my

511
00:19:05,350 --> 00:19:00,720
spirit

512
00:19:08,070 --> 00:19:05,360
out of balance

513
00:19:09,350 --> 00:19:08,080
my body is reflecting that and for a

514
00:19:12,070 --> 00:19:09,360
long time

515
00:19:14,470 --> 00:19:12,080
i have been really emotionally

516
00:19:19,270 --> 00:19:14,480
out of balance for

517
00:19:24,150 --> 00:19:21,669
and there i mean i know the reasons for

518
00:19:25,590 --> 00:19:24,160
it and all of that other stuff but i

519
00:19:28,070 --> 00:19:25,600
know that one of the things that i'm

520
00:19:30,390 --> 00:19:28,080
having a very difficult time is bringing

521
00:19:33,350 --> 00:19:30,400
my emotional state of being back into

522
00:19:35,510 --> 00:19:33,360
balance and i have a feeling

523
00:19:39,029 --> 00:19:35,520
there are many many many many people on

524
00:19:41,270 --> 00:19:39,039
this planet whose emotional being

525
00:19:44,070 --> 00:19:41,280
are really out of balance

526
00:19:46,549 --> 00:19:44,080
and it's reflecting in their physical

527
00:19:48,630 --> 00:19:46,559
and spiritual natures and

528
00:19:50,830 --> 00:19:48,640
so i just think sometimes we just need

529
00:19:55,909 --> 00:19:53,830
address know the fly on the wall so to

530
00:19:58,630 --> 00:19:55,919
speak because

531
00:20:00,870 --> 00:19:58,640
i i don't know i don't have one physical

532
00:20:03,270 --> 00:20:00,880
issue that i can't

533
00:20:05,909 --> 00:20:03,280
take back to some personal

534
00:20:08,310 --> 00:20:05,919
charge that i have and i don't really

535
00:20:09,750 --> 00:20:08,320
always know how to to deal with it you

536
00:20:11,110 --> 00:20:09,760
know what i mean i just

537
00:20:14,470 --> 00:20:11,120
there are times

538
00:20:15,909 --> 00:20:14,480
but i think that there are a lot of

539
00:20:16,630 --> 00:20:15,919
people on the planet that are feeling

540
00:20:17,510 --> 00:20:16,640
this

541
00:20:20,549 --> 00:20:17,520
that

542
00:20:21,590 --> 00:20:20,559
i don't know if i want to be here

543
00:20:24,230 --> 00:20:21,600
always

544
00:20:28,710 --> 00:20:24,240
you know being on this planet is is not

545
00:20:31,909 --> 00:20:28,720
as much joy as it was before 2001

546
00:20:34,549 --> 00:20:31,919
and before 2001 it was there was a

547
00:20:36,070 --> 00:20:34,559
much different feeling but when we had

548
00:20:37,909 --> 00:20:36,080
911

549
00:20:39,110 --> 00:20:37,919
this the whole

550
00:20:42,310 --> 00:20:39,120
energy

551
00:20:45,270 --> 00:20:42,320
field on this planet shifted

552
00:20:46,950 --> 00:20:45,280
dramatically and it took a long time for

553
00:20:48,710 --> 00:20:46,960
people to realize

554
00:20:49,830 --> 00:20:48,720
that that shift was happening it didn't

555
00:20:52,630 --> 00:20:49,840
really

556
00:20:55,029 --> 00:20:52,640
dawn on them until about 2008

557
00:20:57,270 --> 00:20:55,039
but there was a

558
00:21:00,470 --> 00:20:57,280
massive shift

559
00:21:04,789 --> 00:21:02,630
i have a feeling that right now after

560
00:21:06,789 --> 00:21:04,799
this eclipse and all of these things

561
00:21:09,430 --> 00:21:06,799
that are being aligned

562
00:21:12,070 --> 00:21:09,440
i have a feeling that that's

563
00:21:14,230 --> 00:21:12,080
going to break up

564
00:21:16,230 --> 00:21:14,240
that kind of shield

565
00:21:18,470 --> 00:21:16,240
that it feels like has been around the

566
00:21:19,750 --> 00:21:18,480
planet since 2001 it's going to break

567
00:21:22,149 --> 00:21:19,760
things apart

568
00:21:25,110 --> 00:21:22,159
and there'll be a lot of

569
00:21:26,310 --> 00:21:25,120
hopefully healing taking place awakening

570
00:21:31,029 --> 00:21:26,320
taking place

571
00:21:33,350 --> 00:21:31,039
i hope so too

572
00:21:35,270 --> 00:21:33,360
how's that for taking everybody to a

573
00:21:37,110 --> 00:21:35,280
very dark place

574
00:21:39,110 --> 00:21:37,120
well no i think that

575
00:21:41,190 --> 00:21:39,120
that was very well said because you know

576
00:21:42,789 --> 00:21:41,200
robert kind of you know we're talking

577
00:21:45,750 --> 00:21:42,799
about it on the break robert you're

578
00:21:47,750 --> 00:21:45,760
talking about um russell brand and

579
00:21:48,710 --> 00:21:47,760
you're talking about how we really need

580
00:22:02,789 --> 00:21:48,720
to

581
00:22:04,710 --> 00:22:02,799
well the goal's always the same

582
00:22:06,950 --> 00:22:04,720
most people just want to feel a sense of

583
00:22:09,430 --> 00:22:06,960
balance and a sense of connectedness

584
00:22:11,590 --> 00:22:09,440
and for a while drugs got us to there to

585
00:22:14,310 --> 00:22:11,600
a certain degree maybe a relationship

586
00:22:16,149 --> 00:22:14,320
got us there and then those didn't work

587
00:22:17,830 --> 00:22:16,159
and then we live our life and then we

588
00:22:20,110 --> 00:22:17,840
see other patterns appear and other

589
00:22:22,230 --> 00:22:20,120
challenges and then it might lead to

590
00:22:23,270 --> 00:22:22,240
disenfranchisement it might might lead

591
00:22:24,870 --> 00:22:23,280
to

592
00:22:27,830 --> 00:22:24,880
i mean they always ask you when you come

593
00:22:30,310 --> 00:22:27,840
into a recovery program is it is it

594
00:22:32,870 --> 00:22:30,320
trauma is it abuse is it narcissism is

595
00:22:35,270 --> 00:22:32,880
it codependency is it drug addiction did

596
00:22:37,590 --> 00:22:35,280
someone touch you where you know i mean

597
00:22:40,149 --> 00:22:37,600
there you go the list goes on and on i

598
00:22:42,470 --> 00:22:40,159
think what russell is is courageously

599
00:22:44,149 --> 00:22:42,480
doing is using his celebrity

600
00:22:46,470 --> 00:22:44,159
and the fact that he's in motion

601
00:22:48,870 --> 00:22:46,480
pictures and he's a comedian and he's so

602
00:22:52,310 --> 00:22:48,880
hooked up in the in the uh

603
00:22:55,029 --> 00:22:52,320
in the music and art and and film world

604
00:22:57,190 --> 00:22:55,039
that um he's just laying out a real

605
00:22:58,870 --> 00:22:57,200
basic pattern that applies to us all it

606
00:23:01,750 --> 00:22:58,880
doesn't matter you know if you're world

607
00:23:03,430 --> 00:23:01,760
famous or you're a complete unknown

608
00:23:04,870 --> 00:23:03,440
you the the first thing is is to

609
00:23:06,870 --> 00:23:04,880
recognize that there's a pattern there

610
00:23:09,909 --> 00:23:06,880
that's not serving you at all

611
00:23:12,390 --> 00:23:09,919
and the next thing is is to

612
00:23:14,549 --> 00:23:12,400
you know really seek uh seek advice and

613
00:23:16,870 --> 00:23:14,559
seek help but you won't do that unless

614
00:23:18,630 --> 00:23:16,880
you really admit to yourself first that

615
00:23:19,750 --> 00:23:18,640
there is a problem so it's really being

616
00:23:21,270 --> 00:23:19,760
written

617
00:23:22,390 --> 00:23:21,280
really a program of honesty more than

618
00:23:24,390 --> 00:23:22,400
anything else

619
00:23:27,029 --> 00:23:24,400
and then just you know to be able to

620
00:23:29,190 --> 00:23:27,039
have the courage to uh ask ask for help

621
00:23:32,149 --> 00:23:29,200
and then and it and no one has to be

622
00:23:35,110 --> 00:23:32,159
ashamed in any of this because everyone

623
00:23:37,750 --> 00:23:35,120
actually is addicted to something if you

624
00:23:39,990 --> 00:23:37,760
really ask a particular a joe on the

625
00:23:41,110 --> 00:23:40,000
street who feels like uh you know in one

626
00:23:42,789 --> 00:23:41,120
of those uh

627
00:23:44,390 --> 00:23:42,799
train ride conversations or bus

628
00:23:45,909 --> 00:23:44,400
conversations where you meet a stranger

629
00:23:48,630 --> 00:23:45,919
and you find out throughout the trip

630
00:23:50,310 --> 00:23:48,640
that you're unveiling all your personal

631
00:23:51,830 --> 00:23:50,320
things you've wanted to say to someone

632
00:23:55,590 --> 00:23:51,840
that isn't connected with your friends

633
00:23:58,710 --> 00:23:55,600
and you can do this sort of anonymously

634
00:24:00,549 --> 00:23:58,720
you find that you know that it's just

635
00:24:03,029 --> 00:24:00,559
one addiction after the next for some

636
00:24:05,909 --> 00:24:03,039
it's the internet television

637
00:24:07,190 --> 00:24:05,919
it's coffee it's it's a stimulant it's

638
00:24:10,549 --> 00:24:07,200
marijuana

639
00:24:14,070 --> 00:24:10,559
it's alcohol it's it's whatever but

640
00:24:15,669 --> 00:24:14,080
society is so disconnected now

641
00:24:16,789 --> 00:24:15,679
from the fact that

642
00:24:19,269 --> 00:24:16,799
um

643
00:24:23,029 --> 00:24:19,279
you know automatic and automation

644
00:24:23,990 --> 00:24:23,039
uh has taken away so many jobs and and

645
00:24:26,789 --> 00:24:24,000
hope

646
00:24:29,110 --> 00:24:26,799
that um you know the the computer is

647
00:24:31,750 --> 00:24:29,120
your best friend it's your worst enemy

648
00:24:34,230 --> 00:24:31,760
and uh so many people are out of work

649
00:24:35,909 --> 00:24:34,240
and uh and feel and then that leads to

650
00:24:37,750 --> 00:24:35,919
the relationship being in trouble that

651
00:24:39,990 --> 00:24:37,760
might be in trouble already and then

652
00:24:41,909 --> 00:24:40,000
that leads to i gotta change my feelings

653
00:24:43,750 --> 00:24:41,919
and it's we're always constantly

654
00:24:45,590 --> 00:24:43,760
changing our feelings and

655
00:24:49,110 --> 00:24:45,600
you know i'll admit to everybody i'm 62

656
00:24:51,990 --> 00:24:49,120
next week on wednesday um and

657
00:24:54,390 --> 00:24:52,000
i'm seeing my i'm seeing literally

658
00:24:56,870 --> 00:24:54,400
almost everyone i know in some form or

659
00:24:59,029 --> 00:24:56,880
another is hitting the wall

660
00:25:01,590 --> 00:24:59,039
that's a metaphor for

661
00:25:04,310 --> 00:25:01,600
um they've come to

662
00:25:06,950 --> 00:25:04,320
a wall where they've had to confront

663
00:25:08,710 --> 00:25:06,960
um you know the toughest element about

664
00:25:12,070 --> 00:25:08,720
what what what's the primer what is the

665
00:25:14,789 --> 00:25:12,080
very center primer of uh

666
00:25:16,950 --> 00:25:14,799
of your dilemma where is this really

667
00:25:19,110 --> 00:25:16,960
coming from if you try to centralize it

668
00:25:20,549 --> 00:25:19,120
down where is it coming from

669
00:25:22,630 --> 00:25:20,559
now i know that that's not nearly as

670
00:25:25,510 --> 00:25:22,640
funny as the earlier part of our show

671
00:25:27,590 --> 00:25:25,520
but it needs to be said because um

672
00:25:28,470 --> 00:25:27,600
people need to feel safe and need to

673
00:25:30,870 --> 00:25:28,480
feel

674
00:25:32,870 --> 00:25:30,880
um that they have someone to talk to you

675
00:25:34,470 --> 00:25:32,880
know i get secret facebook messages

676
00:25:36,789 --> 00:25:34,480
because they see my russell brand

677
00:25:38,310 --> 00:25:36,799
postings or they'll see me in a lecture

678
00:25:39,990 --> 00:25:38,320
and they'll say okay in the lecture this

679
00:25:42,710 --> 00:25:40,000
i really like the esoteric part i like

680
00:25:44,710 --> 00:25:42,720
the ufo part i love your story or i like

681
00:25:46,710 --> 00:25:44,720
this this sort of planetary shift in

682
00:25:48,549 --> 00:25:46,720
consciousness that you're talking about

683
00:25:50,149 --> 00:25:48,559
but then it got really personalized

684
00:25:53,029 --> 00:25:50,159
about you know

685
00:25:55,669 --> 00:25:53,039
what do we do about this it's it you've

686
00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:55,679
you've got to have a plentiful a

687
00:26:00,630 --> 00:25:58,400
backpack of anecdotes for living

688
00:26:02,950 --> 00:26:00,640
or you're not going to really survive in

689
00:26:06,149 --> 00:26:02,960
this climate because there's so much

690
00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:06,159
pressure in every sector that it demands

691
00:26:10,710 --> 00:26:08,159
absolute the pinnacle point of your

692
00:26:12,310 --> 00:26:10,720
emotional mastery your relationship

693
00:26:15,269 --> 00:26:12,320
mastery will be challenged and needs to

694
00:26:17,430 --> 00:26:15,279
be addressed your physical mastery and

695
00:26:20,230 --> 00:26:17,440
certainly you know how you stand you

696
00:26:22,310 --> 00:26:20,240
know mostly you know emotionally uh

697
00:26:24,630 --> 00:26:22,320
right there so you're doing it your

698
00:26:27,029 --> 00:26:24,640
shows are arriving or your show offers a

699
00:26:29,590 --> 00:26:27,039
platform to talk about

700
00:26:32,310 --> 00:26:29,600
you know spiritual stuff as well as um

701
00:26:33,510 --> 00:26:32,320
how do people live better and you know i

702
00:26:35,029 --> 00:26:33,520
guess i would just say thanks for having

703
00:26:36,870 --> 00:26:35,039
me on the show that i got a chance to

704
00:26:38,390 --> 00:26:36,880
say this because

705
00:26:39,750 --> 00:26:38,400
at the heart of all the sensational

706
00:26:41,430 --> 00:26:39,760
stuff in the lectures that i do that

707
00:26:43,110 --> 00:26:41,440
they that they'd like to hear about and

708
00:26:44,149 --> 00:26:43,120
that's great and the books and this is

709
00:26:45,510 --> 00:26:44,159
fun

710
00:26:47,350 --> 00:26:45,520
i really like to give them a

711
00:26:49,669 --> 00:26:47,360
solution-based thing that they can take

712
00:26:52,710 --> 00:26:49,679
home and later we can talk about it

713
00:26:55,830 --> 00:26:52,720
because if we're not serving uh then

714
00:26:58,310 --> 00:26:55,840
we're not growing and if we're not awake

715
00:27:00,230 --> 00:26:58,320
we haven't done our homework and

716
00:27:02,549 --> 00:27:00,240
we're here as spiritual message

717
00:27:04,470 --> 00:27:02,559
messengers to enlighten the planet to be

718
00:27:07,430 --> 00:27:04,480
stewards of goodwill

719
00:27:09,269 --> 00:27:07,440
and to to raise our standards and a lot

720
00:27:11,110 --> 00:27:09,279
of people are hypnotized totally by the

721
00:27:12,390 --> 00:27:11,120
bombardment of everything that is

722
00:27:14,950 --> 00:27:12,400
happening to them

723
00:27:16,710 --> 00:27:14,960
that um we can lose sight of that really

724
00:27:18,789 --> 00:27:16,720
you know so when somebody's coaching me

725
00:27:20,230 --> 00:27:18,799
i'm listening i'm on the field every day

726
00:27:22,070 --> 00:27:20,240
this oh where's the field i didn't know

727
00:27:23,669 --> 00:27:22,080
you played something

728
00:27:25,669 --> 00:27:23,679
is it tennis

729
00:27:27,350 --> 00:27:25,679
no it's called life and you're in the

730
00:27:29,190 --> 00:27:27,360
field is just when you get up in the

731
00:27:32,630 --> 00:27:29,200
morning step outside

732
00:27:34,390 --> 00:27:32,640
and the day starts there's the field

733
00:27:36,070 --> 00:27:34,400
how are you going to play you know what

734
00:27:37,350 --> 00:27:36,080
what are you going to be defensive are

735
00:27:38,950 --> 00:27:37,360
you going to be offensive are you going

736
00:27:39,830 --> 00:27:38,960
to are you going to have an intelligent

737
00:27:40,870 --> 00:27:39,840
plan

738
00:27:43,110 --> 00:27:40,880
are you going to give in are you going

739
00:27:45,909 --> 00:27:43,120
to be courageous you know

740
00:27:48,390 --> 00:27:45,919
it's decision time right yeah no

741
00:27:50,390 --> 00:27:48,400
absolutely um i just wanted to say that

742
00:27:52,789 --> 00:27:50,400
i get up every morning i've said this on

743
00:27:54,070 --> 00:27:52,799
my show a million times oh you know what

744
00:27:55,909 --> 00:27:54,080
we'll have to talk about it when we come

745
00:27:58,070 --> 00:27:55,919
back because it's 9 30 and time for a

746
00:27:59,750 --> 00:27:58,080
break here out in the pacific coast so

747
00:28:01,990 --> 00:27:59,760
you guys hang in there we'll be back in

748
00:28:06,310 --> 00:28:02,000
just a few minutes with robert perella

749
00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:08,549
welcome back everyone to the california

750
00:28:12,950 --> 00:28:10,960
mufon radio show i'm your host lorian

751
00:28:15,750 --> 00:28:12,960
fenton and i'm here tonight with robert

752
00:28:18,549 --> 00:28:15,760
perala and mary electra i just want to

753
00:28:20,470 --> 00:28:18,559
say we're on irn inception radio network

754
00:28:22,710 --> 00:28:20,480
we're also heard over at mike vara's

755
00:28:25,190 --> 00:28:22,720
late night in the midlands and i believe

756
00:28:27,750 --> 00:28:25,200
we were also heard over at chip tatum's

757
00:28:30,230 --> 00:28:27,760
um i think it's veterans truth radio i

758
00:28:33,029 --> 00:28:30,240
think he started it up again i i do hope

759
00:28:34,789 --> 00:28:33,039
he's getting the files from joe

760
00:28:36,470 --> 00:28:34,799
i never know what's going on with all

761
00:28:38,470 --> 00:28:36,480
this stuff but i do hope you guys are

762
00:28:42,389 --> 00:28:38,480
listening on iron i hope you're getting

763
00:28:44,230 --> 00:28:42,399
the app the irn app and it's wonderful

764
00:28:47,029 --> 00:28:44,240
and you can get it there right on the

765
00:28:48,870 --> 00:28:47,039
website so i do hope you do so and also

766
00:28:50,549 --> 00:28:48,880
you guys i didn't mention mufon this

767
00:28:53,350 --> 00:28:50,559
week or last week and i really need to

768
00:28:55,029 --> 00:28:53,360
do so because i i want to thank them for

769
00:28:58,149 --> 00:28:55,039
putting up with me at the mufon

770
00:29:00,230 --> 00:28:58,159
conference because uh i'm always a thorn

771
00:29:02,470 --> 00:29:00,240
in their side but you know what's weird

772
00:29:05,669 --> 00:29:02,480
is even dave mcdonald the guy who gave

773
00:29:08,630 --> 00:29:05,679
me the blessings and anointed me to have

774
00:29:10,470 --> 00:29:08,640
a mufon radio show was happy to see me

775
00:29:12,389 --> 00:29:10,480
and i gave him a big hug and i thanked

776
00:29:15,990 --> 00:29:12,399
him again for letting me be the voice

777
00:29:17,909 --> 00:29:16,000
and move on uh here at irn and he he

778
00:29:19,590 --> 00:29:17,919
just winked at me and smiled and you

779
00:29:20,870 --> 00:29:19,600
know what folks that meant the world to

780
00:29:23,430 --> 00:29:20,880
me because

781
00:29:25,510 --> 00:29:23,440
you know i i just said and i said i am

782
00:29:27,029 --> 00:29:25,520
the s disturber what you doing i'm

783
00:29:28,950 --> 00:29:27,039
running out of space on my phone so i'm

784
00:29:31,830 --> 00:29:28,960
deleting some stuff

785
00:29:33,350 --> 00:29:31,840
buy singing dog

786
00:29:36,149 --> 00:29:33,360
buy gold

787
00:29:38,710 --> 00:29:36,159
i pronounce you bye wedding ceremony

788
00:29:40,950 --> 00:29:38,720
stop at metropcs you get two free phones

789
00:29:42,470 --> 00:29:40,960
with twice as much memory really don't

790
00:29:45,029 --> 00:29:42,480
say bye to your memories switch to

791
00:29:46,789 --> 00:29:45,039
metropcs and get two free lg k20 plus

792
00:29:49,430 --> 00:29:46,799
phones with 32 gigs when you switch two

793
00:29:50,710 --> 00:29:49,440
lines metropcs wireless figured out

794
00:29:52,070 --> 00:29:50,720
coverage available in some areas sales

795
00:29:53,269 --> 00:29:52,080
tax not included in phone price excludes

796
00:29:54,789 --> 00:29:53,279
numbers on the temple network see store

797
00:29:56,549 --> 00:29:54,799
for details in terms of conditions

798
00:29:58,870 --> 00:29:56,559
because i know it and you keep going

799
00:29:59,990 --> 00:29:58,880
girl you know that's pretty much it you

800
00:30:02,549 --> 00:30:00,000
know

801
00:30:04,389 --> 00:30:02,559
mufon loves me in spite of myself so i

802
00:30:07,590 --> 00:30:04,399
gotta thank them for loving me and

803
00:30:09,669 --> 00:30:07,600
taking care of me and yes i do i do say

804
00:30:12,230 --> 00:30:09,679
things about them and oh i think someone

805
00:30:14,470 --> 00:30:12,240
just fell mary are you okay

806
00:30:16,950 --> 00:30:14,480
no that was me that was a little thing

807
00:30:27,430 --> 00:30:16,960
on my desk sorry okay

808
00:30:31,190 --> 00:30:29,430
i just want to thank mufa for putting up

809
00:30:33,269 --> 00:30:31,200
with me and i want to thank dave

810
00:30:35,190 --> 00:30:33,279
mcdonald for being so lovely to me at

811
00:30:38,070 --> 00:30:35,200
the conference and i do want to thank

812
00:30:39,750 --> 00:30:38,080
jan harzen you know always always jan

813
00:30:42,149 --> 00:30:39,760
i've got your back in spite of the

814
00:30:43,750 --> 00:30:42,159
things i say i still have your back and

815
00:30:46,630 --> 00:30:43,760
i think you're in the best director

816
00:30:48,789 --> 00:30:46,640
mufon's ever had and i just love mufon

817
00:30:51,110 --> 00:30:48,799
you guys in spite of everybody leaving

818
00:30:54,149 --> 00:30:51,120
it i'm still like the last hold out for

819
00:30:55,909 --> 00:30:54,159
poor mufon but uh i gotta say mufan's

820
00:30:58,070 --> 00:30:55,919
got some good things going on at least

821
00:31:00,470 --> 00:30:58,080
they had a very controversial uh

822
00:31:03,110 --> 00:31:00,480
conference and i gotta hand them that

823
00:31:05,510 --> 00:31:03,120
you know it was it was something else it

824
00:31:07,990 --> 00:31:05,520
was one of those conferences that you

825
00:31:10,950 --> 00:31:08,000
know if you missed it you really missed

826
00:31:12,870 --> 00:31:10,960
something that was extremely special so

827
00:31:15,590 --> 00:31:12,880
you know a lot i can say i was there i

828
00:31:17,830 --> 00:31:15,600
did that and it was wonderful so there

829
00:31:20,950 --> 00:31:17,840
we go oh and don't forget you guys if

830
00:31:23,190 --> 00:31:20,960
you don't have a mufon meeting near you

831
00:31:25,669 --> 00:31:23,200
you need to call your section director

832
00:31:28,710 --> 00:31:25,679
your state director whoever the heck is

833
00:31:31,430 --> 00:31:28,720
on your you go to the mufon.com website

834
00:31:35,190 --> 00:31:32,789
dot mufon.com

835
00:31:37,669 --> 00:31:35,200
website and what you want to do is go to

836
00:31:39,509 --> 00:31:37,679
where it says get involved i think is

837
00:31:41,830 --> 00:31:39,519
the button somewhere on the website it

838
00:31:44,389 --> 00:31:41,840
says get involved and it'll show you all

839
00:31:46,710 --> 00:31:44,399
the states in the united states

840
00:31:49,430 --> 00:31:46,720
and you can click on your state find

841
00:31:51,350 --> 00:31:49,440
your directors then find your section

842
00:31:53,110 --> 00:31:51,360
directors or the assistant director

843
00:31:55,509 --> 00:31:53,120
whoever they have up there but start

844
00:31:56,549 --> 00:31:55,519
calling them emailing them and bug them

845
00:31:59,110 --> 00:31:56,559
and say

846
00:32:01,590 --> 00:31:59,120
do you have a meeting every month if you

847
00:32:03,830 --> 00:32:01,600
don't i would like to start one that's

848
00:32:05,909 --> 00:32:03,840
what you got to do folks that's the

849
00:32:08,149 --> 00:32:05,919
bottom line that's what i did one day

850
00:32:09,750 --> 00:32:08,159
poor reuben uriarty's sitting at a table

851
00:32:12,230 --> 00:32:09,760
and then i walk up to him and say guess

852
00:32:13,669 --> 00:32:12,240
what starting a mufon meeting and he's

853
00:32:15,190 --> 00:32:13,679
looking at me like i'm out of my

854
00:32:17,430 --> 00:32:15,200
freaking mind and what's he gonna do

855
00:32:18,870 --> 00:32:17,440
tell me i can't start one i mean if

856
00:32:21,430 --> 00:32:18,880
there's somebody out there who's willing

857
00:32:23,590 --> 00:32:21,440
to volunteer to do it folks they will do

858
00:32:25,509 --> 00:32:23,600
it with you they will help you and it'll

859
00:32:27,350 --> 00:32:25,519
be a great meeting i know it because you

860
00:32:29,830 --> 00:32:27,360
got the idea and the inspiration to do

861
00:32:31,430 --> 00:32:29,840
it for me

862
00:32:33,750 --> 00:32:31,440
and there's one this sunday it's san

863
00:32:35,590 --> 00:32:33,760
jose with reuben by the way speaking of

864
00:32:37,750 --> 00:32:35,600
that and it's just

865
00:32:40,630 --> 00:32:37,760
community of infinite spirit at 1540

866
00:32:44,470 --> 00:32:40,640
hicks avenue in san jose one o'clock

867
00:32:48,870 --> 00:32:46,789
reuben does a meeting every two months

868
00:32:51,909 --> 00:32:48,880
down in san jose i do one in northern

869
00:32:54,310 --> 00:32:51,919
california up in petaluma um every month

870
00:32:56,870 --> 00:32:54,320
if i can do it and then cynthia siegel

871
00:32:59,830 --> 00:32:56,880
has one in sacramento there's one in

872
00:33:03,269 --> 00:32:59,840
fresno there's one in la there's upars

873
00:33:05,990 --> 00:33:03,279
in northern la there's uh

874
00:33:07,830 --> 00:33:06,000
mufon la's in orange county

875
00:33:10,230 --> 00:33:07,840
there's a phoenix mufon that's really

876
00:33:11,750 --> 00:33:10,240
active there's an portland mufon that's

877
00:33:14,310 --> 00:33:11,760
really active i know there's one in

878
00:33:16,149 --> 00:33:14,320
seattle that's very active uh so you

879
00:33:17,509 --> 00:33:16,159
guys there's really no excuse especially

880
00:33:19,350 --> 00:33:17,519
if you're on the west coast there's

881
00:33:21,830 --> 00:33:19,360
always a mufon meeting within driving

882
00:33:23,669 --> 00:33:21,840
distance so you know do get to one

883
00:33:25,669 --> 00:33:23,679
you've got to be able to meet people of

884
00:33:27,590 --> 00:33:25,679
like mind and that is a great place to

885
00:33:29,509 --> 00:33:27,600
do it right robert you and i always sit

886
00:33:31,350 --> 00:33:29,519
in the back and we just we just sit

887
00:33:32,310 --> 00:33:31,360
there we point out all the aliens don't

888
00:33:37,909 --> 00:33:32,320
we

889
00:33:40,070 --> 00:33:37,919
the best time too it's just there's no

890
00:33:41,350 --> 00:33:40,080
getting around how much fun it is so i

891
00:33:43,830 --> 00:33:41,360
gotta say

892
00:33:45,509 --> 00:33:43,840
anyhow okay so let's get back to what we

893
00:33:47,029 --> 00:33:45,519
were yammering about i was telling

894
00:33:48,789 --> 00:33:47,039
robert that you know he says you gotta

895
00:33:50,310 --> 00:33:48,799
get up every morning you gotta decide if

896
00:33:51,750 --> 00:33:50,320
you're gonna you know do good to the

897
00:33:53,909 --> 00:33:51,760
world do bad to the world whatever

898
00:33:56,630 --> 00:33:53,919
you're going to do and i get up every

899
00:33:58,070 --> 00:33:56,640
day and my ritual now is i wake up and i

900
00:34:00,710 --> 00:33:58,080
decide

901
00:34:03,029 --> 00:34:00,720
to put on my joan of arc armor i call it

902
00:34:05,269 --> 00:34:03,039
i throw on my battle gear and i get

903
00:34:07,590 --> 00:34:05,279
ready for the next day because what's

904
00:34:09,589 --> 00:34:07,600
going to happen is

905
00:34:10,950 --> 00:34:09,599
inevitably i'm going to wake up like

906
00:34:13,669 --> 00:34:10,960
yesterday

907
00:34:15,990 --> 00:34:13,679
and there will be a big old scrolling

908
00:34:18,470 --> 00:34:16,000
thing on facebook or on

909
00:34:20,629 --> 00:34:18,480
my private messaging or somewhere saying

910
00:34:22,629 --> 00:34:20,639
some disaster is happening in your life

911
00:34:24,629 --> 00:34:22,639
and you've got to fix it right now

912
00:34:27,109 --> 00:34:24,639
and usually it's with somebody in the

913
00:34:29,349 --> 00:34:27,119
ufo community and it happens about once

914
00:34:31,109 --> 00:34:29,359
a week where it's like this i'm not

915
00:34:33,109 --> 00:34:31,119
going to go into detail of what i had to

916
00:34:35,829 --> 00:34:33,119
deal with yesterday but it entailed me

917
00:34:37,750 --> 00:34:35,839
having to call five people in the groups

918
00:34:39,750 --> 00:34:37,760
get a hold of an attorney find out

919
00:34:41,510 --> 00:34:39,760
what's going on inform somebody else

920
00:34:43,030 --> 00:34:41,520
that somebody was stealing their stuff

921
00:34:44,230 --> 00:34:43,040
blah blah blah blah blah going through

922
00:34:46,470 --> 00:34:44,240
this whole thing

923
00:34:48,149 --> 00:34:46,480
and then it took two hours and i'm all

924
00:34:50,389 --> 00:34:48,159
and i haven't even done my work yet

925
00:34:52,069 --> 00:34:50,399
right so i'm like going you know this is

926
00:34:54,069 --> 00:34:52,079
the kind of stuff you get to deal with

927
00:34:55,990 --> 00:34:54,079
when you're actually in the thick of

928
00:34:59,430 --> 00:34:56,000
doing the right thing

929
00:35:00,790 --> 00:34:59,440
it always seems to like poo poo on you

930
00:35:02,310 --> 00:35:00,800
so

931
00:35:04,150 --> 00:35:02,320
i want to throw that out there to

932
00:35:06,390 --> 00:35:04,160
everybody if you're having a normal

933
00:35:08,230 --> 00:35:06,400
every day nothing is a problem in life

934
00:35:10,950 --> 00:35:08,240
then you're not doing you're not being a

935
00:35:12,790 --> 00:35:10,960
good poo poo disturber that's my opinion

936
00:35:15,190 --> 00:35:12,800
and i think everybody should get out of

937
00:35:17,349 --> 00:35:15,200
bed every day and get ready for the the

938
00:35:18,710 --> 00:35:17,359
stuff to be flinging because

939
00:35:20,790 --> 00:35:18,720
you know that means you're making a

940
00:35:23,190 --> 00:35:20,800
difference and you know even if you get

941
00:35:25,190 --> 00:35:23,200
a week in between that's okay if you get

942
00:35:27,349 --> 00:35:25,200
a week of every day is normal and fun

943
00:35:28,710 --> 00:35:27,359
and you go to work and blah blah blah if

944
00:35:31,190 --> 00:35:28,720
you don't have one day where the

945
00:35:33,910 --> 00:35:31,200
poo-poo's flying you then you're not

946
00:35:36,150 --> 00:35:33,920
you're not creating a change so i hope

947
00:35:37,990 --> 00:35:36,160
that you guys you know take it on you

948
00:35:41,030 --> 00:35:38,000
know just say you want to be part of the

949
00:35:42,790 --> 00:35:41,040
poopoo club and get up every day and

950
00:35:44,550 --> 00:35:42,800
throw that stuff around and make sure it

951
00:35:46,390 --> 00:35:44,560
sticks on somebody and that they're

952
00:35:47,829 --> 00:35:46,400
doing something about it because that's

953
00:35:49,750 --> 00:35:47,839
the bottom line if we're not doing

954
00:35:52,069 --> 00:35:49,760
something about anything you know at

955
00:35:54,069 --> 00:35:52,079
least i took a stand on corey good you

956
00:35:56,710 --> 00:35:54,079
know i took a stand i went out there i

957
00:35:59,349 --> 00:35:56,720
went out on a limb i did it okay

958
00:36:01,829 --> 00:35:59,359
if i had just sat here and done nothing

959
00:36:03,670 --> 00:36:01,839
where would i be you know where would i

960
00:36:05,589 --> 00:36:03,680
be i wouldn't be any step closer to

961
00:36:07,990 --> 00:36:05,599
figuring out any problems in the ufo

962
00:36:10,310 --> 00:36:08,000
community maybe a few people have woken

963
00:36:12,470 --> 00:36:10,320
up because of what i've said maybe a lot

964
00:36:14,150 --> 00:36:12,480
of people have shut their ears because

965
00:36:15,829 --> 00:36:14,160
of what i said i don't know but i

966
00:36:18,870 --> 00:36:15,839
certainly caused somebody to do

967
00:36:21,109 --> 00:36:18,880
something so that's what i'm hoping that

968
00:36:23,510 --> 00:36:21,119
this show's all about that's what i give

969
00:36:25,109 --> 00:36:23,520
to you guys every week is something that

970
00:36:26,950 --> 00:36:25,119
kind of goes

971
00:36:29,190 --> 00:36:26,960
i wonder if that would work for me you

972
00:36:31,109 --> 00:36:29,200
know what if i could do that so anyhow

973
00:36:33,030 --> 00:36:31,119
that's just what i do robert i get up

974
00:36:35,030 --> 00:36:33,040
every day and i go okay let the battle

975
00:36:38,870 --> 00:36:35,040
begin

976
00:36:41,109 --> 00:36:38,880
so mary how do you face the day

977
00:36:42,870 --> 00:36:41,119
oh my gosh

978
00:36:45,270 --> 00:36:42,880
uh

979
00:36:48,790 --> 00:36:45,280
unwillingly at times

980
00:36:50,790 --> 00:36:48,800
uh with gusto at other times

981
00:36:52,470 --> 00:36:50,800
um

982
00:36:55,589 --> 00:36:52,480
mostly i'm

983
00:36:56,950 --> 00:36:55,599
i attempt to be reflective

984
00:36:59,910 --> 00:36:56,960
because i

985
00:37:02,310 --> 00:36:59,920
really recognize that i

986
00:37:05,030 --> 00:37:02,320
generally create all my own realities

987
00:37:07,190 --> 00:37:05,040
and so i um

988
00:37:09,829 --> 00:37:07,200
you know i've either

989
00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:09,839
reacted to something that's a

990
00:37:14,710 --> 00:37:12,240
wounded bit inside of me that i haven't

991
00:37:18,390 --> 00:37:14,720
healed or dealt with yet

992
00:37:19,510 --> 00:37:18,400
or that is still agitated

993
00:37:22,230 --> 00:37:19,520
or

994
00:37:23,750 --> 00:37:22,240
i've um

995
00:37:26,150 --> 00:37:23,760
i've been

996
00:37:26,160 --> 00:37:29,589
well i

997
00:37:34,069 --> 00:37:30,790
less than

998
00:37:35,589 --> 00:37:34,079
you know i i've gone to my shadow slide

999
00:37:37,270 --> 00:37:35,599
which is okay because it's real

1000
00:37:38,710 --> 00:37:37,280
important that we acknowledge we have a

1001
00:37:41,670 --> 00:37:38,720
shadow sign

1002
00:37:43,910 --> 00:37:41,680
and i am operating out of there

1003
00:37:46,870 --> 00:37:43,920
so i i i really

1004
00:37:49,109 --> 00:37:46,880
i do do my best to be reflective

1005
00:37:51,270 --> 00:37:49,119
um

1006
00:37:54,630 --> 00:37:51,280
i'm retired now so you know i don't

1007
00:37:57,349 --> 00:37:54,640
really i mean i'm an uber driver and i i

1008
00:37:59,670 --> 00:37:57,359
love i love uber driving i meet these

1009
00:38:01,829 --> 00:37:59,680
wonderful young kids

1010
00:38:03,109 --> 00:38:01,839
and that's what's giving me hope for

1011
00:38:06,630 --> 00:38:03,119
tomorrow is

1012
00:38:09,510 --> 00:38:06,640
is these this the youth and their ideas

1013
00:38:11,510 --> 00:38:09,520
and their ideals and their

1014
00:38:15,270 --> 00:38:11,520
passions and

1015
00:38:18,710 --> 00:38:15,280
their uh questions and their quests

1016
00:38:21,829 --> 00:38:18,720
and it's just exciting to

1017
00:38:25,510 --> 00:38:21,839
be stimulated by that so i think

1018
00:38:28,310 --> 00:38:25,520
god gave me uber so it would um

1019
00:38:30,950 --> 00:38:28,320
bless me in a way to to really see life

1020
00:38:32,710 --> 00:38:30,960
through different eyes again since i had

1021
00:38:35,990 --> 00:38:32,720
uh you know i'm older than all of you

1022
00:38:38,150 --> 00:38:36,000
guys sitting here i'm 67 so i'm the old

1023
00:38:39,430 --> 00:38:38,160
kid on the block

1024
00:38:43,030 --> 00:38:39,440
and um

1025
00:38:45,910 --> 00:38:43,040
and i really you know i i i don't have i

1026
00:38:48,310 --> 00:38:45,920
don't i don't have the passion that i

1027
00:38:51,109 --> 00:38:48,320
used to have that made me

1028
00:38:53,190 --> 00:38:51,119
really want to surge and wake up alive

1029
00:38:55,430 --> 00:38:53,200
and stuff so i have to create that

1030
00:38:56,550 --> 00:38:55,440
passion almost daily

1031
00:38:57,990 --> 00:38:56,560
um

1032
00:39:00,950 --> 00:38:58,000
and i and i

1033
00:39:03,829 --> 00:39:00,960
think it's real important that everyone

1034
00:39:06,790 --> 00:39:03,839
recognize that passion is an important

1035
00:39:08,710 --> 00:39:06,800
aspect to our daily life

1036
00:39:11,510 --> 00:39:08,720
that if we don't have passion it's very

1037
00:39:15,430 --> 00:39:11,520
difficult to

1038
00:39:17,670 --> 00:39:15,440
operate with any kind of emotional gusto

1039
00:39:19,750 --> 00:39:17,680
yeah yeah

1040
00:39:22,390 --> 00:39:19,760
i'm trailing off here but that's how i

1041
00:39:24,390 --> 00:39:22,400
meet my day because i i never know and

1042
00:39:27,270 --> 00:39:24,400
you know what i'm what i want to say is

1043
00:39:29,670 --> 00:39:27,280
i'm learning to forgive the moments

1044
00:39:32,310 --> 00:39:29,680
when i wake up and i'm not in this

1045
00:39:33,750 --> 00:39:32,320
glorious wonderful mood i'm learning to

1046
00:39:36,470 --> 00:39:33,760
say okay

1047
00:39:38,069 --> 00:39:36,480
you're just in this place right now we

1048
00:39:40,870 --> 00:39:38,079
have to be okay

1049
00:39:43,190 --> 00:39:40,880
and allow it to be

1050
00:39:44,550 --> 00:39:43,200
and be okay

1051
00:39:47,190 --> 00:39:44,560
and not

1052
00:39:49,910 --> 00:39:47,200
judge myself

1053
00:39:54,230 --> 00:39:49,920
or anything else i just

1054
00:39:59,750 --> 00:39:56,870
every day i'm learning more and more how

1055
00:40:01,430 --> 00:39:59,760
to be in a place of neutrality where i'm

1056
00:40:03,990 --> 00:40:01,440
not in judgment

1057
00:40:08,829 --> 00:40:05,910
you know i'm the greatest opinionated

1058
00:40:11,990 --> 00:40:08,839
person on the planet and i really

1059
00:40:15,030 --> 00:40:12,000
must oh that's what we love about you

1060
00:40:17,230 --> 00:40:15,040
mary i swear to god hey i gotta i got a

1061
00:40:21,030 --> 00:40:17,240
question for both of you now you're both

1062
00:40:23,430 --> 00:40:21,040
contactees okay so this is a this is a

1063
00:40:25,990 --> 00:40:23,440
big question do you think that that

1064
00:40:27,670 --> 00:40:26,000
comforts you in times of loneliness or

1065
00:40:29,750 --> 00:40:27,680
feeling like you're alone even though

1066
00:40:31,910 --> 00:40:29,760
you're around a bunch of people that

1067
00:40:33,670 --> 00:40:31,920
having that kind of contact made a

1068
00:40:35,670 --> 00:40:33,680
difference in your life

1069
00:40:38,470 --> 00:40:35,680
or is it one of those things kind of

1070
00:40:40,550 --> 00:40:38,480
kind of like me where i've had some kind

1071
00:40:42,790 --> 00:40:40,560
of contact but you know i don't think

1072
00:40:44,870 --> 00:40:42,800
about it often i don't do a whole lot

1073
00:40:47,750 --> 00:40:44,880
with it because i haven't had the kind

1074
00:40:50,230 --> 00:40:47,760
of contact roberts had or that mary's

1075
00:40:52,790 --> 00:40:50,240
had where they they came to me and i

1076
00:40:54,550 --> 00:40:52,800
felt special in some way i've just

1077
00:40:57,349 --> 00:40:54,560
always felt like i was being beaten up

1078
00:40:59,750 --> 00:40:57,359
by the whole uff community

1079
00:41:01,990 --> 00:40:59,760
and never really got to see anybody or

1080
00:41:04,390 --> 00:41:02,000
nobody ever came and done light dancing

1081
00:41:06,390 --> 00:41:04,400
in the sky for me you know i get to see

1082
00:41:08,630 --> 00:41:06,400
a big black triangle but it's more like

1083
00:41:11,030 --> 00:41:08,640
okay lady just you know we're here we're

1084
00:41:13,510 --> 00:41:11,040
the we're the evil dark force and you

1085
00:41:16,230 --> 00:41:13,520
know here we go i never got anything

1086
00:41:18,950 --> 00:41:16,240
amazing and robert had probably one of

1087
00:41:22,069 --> 00:41:18,960
the most amazing i mean robert you

1088
00:41:25,349 --> 00:41:22,079
should be corey good right now oh my god

1089
00:41:27,030 --> 00:41:25,359
people people have no idea your your

1090
00:41:29,829 --> 00:41:27,040
your scenario

1091
00:41:32,390 --> 00:41:29,839
uh travis walton's scenario

1092
00:41:34,390 --> 00:41:32,400
the these scenarios where these these

1093
00:41:36,390 --> 00:41:34,400
amazing creatures are with you and do

1094
00:41:37,589 --> 00:41:36,400
these really wild things i mean it's

1095
00:41:39,190 --> 00:41:37,599
just

1096
00:41:40,230 --> 00:41:39,200
blows my mind

1097
00:41:42,309 --> 00:41:40,240
i mean

1098
00:41:44,550 --> 00:41:42,319
i could just see corey good now stealing

1099
00:41:46,150 --> 00:41:44,560
these space beans came in these silver

1100
00:41:49,990 --> 00:41:46,160
suits

1101
00:41:51,030 --> 00:41:50,000
just see it now anyhow so my back to my

1102
00:41:53,030 --> 00:41:51,040
question

1103
00:41:56,470 --> 00:41:53,040
and i'm making fun of all of our space

1104
00:41:58,150 --> 00:41:56,480
people um it's really they make a big

1105
00:41:59,990 --> 00:41:58,160
difference does it help you get through

1106
00:42:03,270 --> 00:42:00,000
every day or is it you just don't even

1107
00:42:05,430 --> 00:42:03,280
think about it robert you go first

1108
00:42:07,510 --> 00:42:05,440
um for a long time

1109
00:42:09,349 --> 00:42:07,520
you know i didn't know what to quite

1110
00:42:12,069 --> 00:42:09,359
make of it and i knew it was a

1111
00:42:14,230 --> 00:42:12,079
tremendous fantastic thing

1112
00:42:16,150 --> 00:42:14,240
and it took me a while it didn't have

1113
00:42:18,390 --> 00:42:16,160
been thinking too long i mean i i'm the

1114
00:42:20,069 --> 00:42:18,400
young kid in in the story that

1115
00:42:22,630 --> 00:42:20,079
real quickly you know that was at the

1116
00:42:24,390 --> 00:42:22,640
first ufo conference of its kind in

1117
00:42:25,750 --> 00:42:24,400
northern california you know after it

1118
00:42:30,710 --> 00:42:25,760
happened in

1119
00:42:33,349 --> 00:42:30,720
christmas time i moved my way into uh

1120
00:42:35,510 --> 00:42:33,359
into april of of that year to meet up

1121
00:42:36,150 --> 00:42:35,520
with jaylen heineck who was the founder

1122
00:42:37,990 --> 00:42:36,160
of

1123
00:42:40,069 --> 00:42:38,000
project blue book and

1124
00:42:41,990 --> 00:42:40,079
william shatner was there and a young

1125
00:42:43,030 --> 00:42:42,000
richard hoagland nobody knew who he was

1126
00:42:45,430 --> 00:42:43,040
then

1127
00:42:47,829 --> 00:42:45,440
and uh stanton friedman there was sort

1128
00:42:48,630 --> 00:42:47,839
of a host of and the heart attacks were

1129
00:42:54,950 --> 00:42:48,640
there

1130
00:42:57,510 --> 00:42:54,960
two-year-old and that was me

1131
00:42:59,750 --> 00:42:57,520
and i was full of questions and um

1132
00:43:01,190 --> 00:42:59,760
because i didn't know what to think of

1133
00:43:02,950 --> 00:43:01,200
it i mean you know i came out with a

1134
00:43:04,710 --> 00:43:02,960
heck of a sunburn and

1135
00:43:06,470 --> 00:43:04,720
and it sure

1136
00:43:08,950 --> 00:43:06,480
uh it changed me

1137
00:43:11,270 --> 00:43:08,960
but i think it to answer the question

1138
00:43:13,349 --> 00:43:11,280
it's it's later that i realize it is all

1139
00:43:15,430 --> 00:43:13,359
part and parcel to the human experience

1140
00:43:17,270 --> 00:43:15,440
having enough spiritual epiphany or a

1141
00:43:19,430 --> 00:43:17,280
contact direct contact with something

1142
00:43:21,670 --> 00:43:19,440
extraordinary and unusual like that you

1143
00:43:23,990 --> 00:43:21,680
eventually see how it connects the dots

1144
00:43:25,910 --> 00:43:24,000
to your own personal soul's growth and

1145
00:43:27,430 --> 00:43:25,920
you that's right i guess

1146
00:43:29,510 --> 00:43:27,440
if you connect it that you know this is

1147
00:43:32,870 --> 00:43:29,520
part and part and parcel to

1148
00:43:35,670 --> 00:43:32,880
um the the that there is something that

1149
00:43:38,150 --> 00:43:35,680
is uh directive that was a part of my

1150
00:43:41,270 --> 00:43:38,160
life before my birth and that this is

1151
00:43:43,510 --> 00:43:41,280
maybe part of the same uh

1152
00:43:45,510 --> 00:43:43,520
source and that it's a

1153
00:43:47,510 --> 00:43:45,520
catalyst to drive you to

1154
00:43:49,430 --> 00:43:47,520
uh look uh inward so i've started

1155
00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:49,440
studying the shamans the mystics you

1156
00:43:55,270 --> 00:43:52,640
know the renunciants the the reishi's

1157
00:43:57,109 --> 00:43:55,280
you know the yogis the vedas i started

1158
00:43:58,950 --> 00:43:57,119
looking everywhere and oh okay i get it

1159
00:44:00,390 --> 00:43:58,960
so i'm not terribly unique i'm just

1160
00:44:02,550 --> 00:44:00,400
connected i was just connected to the

1161
00:44:04,630 --> 00:44:02,560
universe directly there for a while and

1162
00:44:06,710 --> 00:44:04,640
sometimes they come yeah there's the

1163
00:44:08,710 --> 00:44:06,720
little grey creatures that people talk

1164
00:44:11,030 --> 00:44:08,720
about there's benevolent human beings

1165
00:44:13,750 --> 00:44:11,040
the angelics and mine happened to be

1166
00:44:16,150 --> 00:44:13,760
some sort of like astronauts that had

1167
00:44:18,390 --> 00:44:16,160
had direct contact so seemed negative at

1168
00:44:20,150 --> 00:44:18,400
the time seemed very controversial still

1169
00:44:22,630 --> 00:44:20,160
is turned out to be a real positive it's

1170
00:44:23,990 --> 00:44:22,640
kind of what you do with it right so

1171
00:44:25,990 --> 00:44:24,000
there you have it it's what you do with

1172
00:44:27,670 --> 00:44:26,000
it so i yeah went on into personal

1173
00:44:28,710 --> 00:44:27,680
growth and spirituality what could be

1174
00:44:30,950 --> 00:44:28,720
better

1175
00:44:32,630 --> 00:44:30,960
well does it affect you on a daily basis

1176
00:44:34,230 --> 00:44:32,640
still or is it one of those things you

1177
00:44:36,870 --> 00:44:34,240
just put back there and then when you

1178
00:44:38,470 --> 00:44:36,880
need it it pops in

1179
00:44:41,030 --> 00:44:38,480
oh you know i think i look back at it

1180
00:44:42,870 --> 00:44:41,040
you know kind of historically with with

1181
00:44:45,510 --> 00:44:42,880
almost like a third party now you know

1182
00:44:47,190 --> 00:44:45,520
going wow that actually happened to me

1183
00:44:48,390 --> 00:44:47,200
i'm not really emotionally connected to

1184
00:44:50,550 --> 00:44:48,400
it at all

1185
00:44:52,550 --> 00:44:50,560
um you know i don't see it as a as a

1186
00:44:54,630 --> 00:44:52,560
real negative thing it blew me away at

1187
00:44:58,230 --> 00:44:54,640
the time but you have to remember that

1188
00:44:59,589 --> 00:44:58,240
that was you know december 27th 1977

1189
00:45:01,670 --> 00:44:59,599
it's so long ago

1190
00:45:03,589 --> 00:45:01,680
i'm not like uh you know that

1191
00:45:05,109 --> 00:45:03,599
emotionally attached to it i think when

1192
00:45:07,349 --> 00:45:05,119
i become emotionally attached to it is

1193
00:45:10,630 --> 00:45:07,359
when i is when i'm speaking in front of

1194
00:45:12,309 --> 00:45:10,640
an audience and somebody says can i

1195
00:45:13,670 --> 00:45:12,319
share my story with you and i'm more

1196
00:45:15,990 --> 00:45:13,680
attached to

1197
00:45:17,510 --> 00:45:16,000
how it has affected someone else and

1198
00:45:18,950 --> 00:45:17,520
they come out and they say

1199
00:45:21,030 --> 00:45:18,960
i need to tell you something that that

1200
00:45:22,790 --> 00:45:21,040
i've never told anybody those are the

1201
00:45:24,710 --> 00:45:22,800
moments when i feel really attached to

1202
00:45:26,630 --> 00:45:24,720
it it's really through other people

1203
00:45:28,710 --> 00:45:26,640
and which is a good thing you know

1204
00:45:32,950 --> 00:45:28,720
yeah oh absolutely that's very

1205
00:45:35,030 --> 00:45:32,960
interesting okay mary your turn oh very

1206
00:45:37,190 --> 00:45:35,040
very different uh

1207
00:45:39,510 --> 00:45:37,200
kind of reality uh

1208
00:45:42,309 --> 00:45:39,520
first i needed to say that i think

1209
00:45:44,069 --> 00:45:42,319
all of my life

1210
00:45:45,349 --> 00:45:44,079
i was

1211
00:45:48,710 --> 00:45:45,359
surrounded

1212
00:45:51,109 --> 00:45:48,720
by beings who were always protecting me

1213
00:45:53,589 --> 00:45:51,119
they were either angels or beings i

1214
00:45:56,150 --> 00:45:53,599
think they were beings

1215
00:45:59,510 --> 00:45:56,160
i was unconscious

1216
00:46:01,430 --> 00:45:59,520
during most of that time but as i grew

1217
00:46:03,990 --> 00:46:01,440
older and became

1218
00:46:06,550 --> 00:46:04,000
more aware and conscious

1219
00:46:08,950 --> 00:46:06,560
i could in retrospect

1220
00:46:11,670 --> 00:46:08,960
realize

1221
00:46:17,510 --> 00:46:15,030
how they've walked with me all my life

1222
00:46:20,630 --> 00:46:17,520
and they they are my brothers and they

1223
00:46:21,829 --> 00:46:20,640
are my sisters and they are my family

1224
00:46:24,150 --> 00:46:21,839
and

1225
00:46:26,630 --> 00:46:24,160
now that i am

1226
00:46:30,870 --> 00:46:26,640
awake so to speak

1227
00:46:33,589 --> 00:46:30,880
um i'm they're with me always and

1228
00:46:36,950 --> 00:46:33,599
i can't always see them but in the

1229
00:46:37,990 --> 00:46:36,960
desert when i go out and it's dark

1230
00:46:40,630 --> 00:46:38,000
uh

1231
00:46:43,030 --> 00:46:40,640
i'll i'll they'll they'll come and play

1232
00:46:44,950 --> 00:46:43,040
with me and

1233
00:46:47,829 --> 00:46:44,960
they'll give me these wonderful shows

1234
00:46:49,829 --> 00:46:47,839
and everything i'm just i'm always

1235
00:46:51,829 --> 00:46:49,839
delighted by them and do they have an

1236
00:46:54,309 --> 00:46:51,839
effect on me i believe that

1237
00:46:57,990 --> 00:46:54,319
they have had a profound

1238
00:47:00,710 --> 00:46:58,000
effect on me they work through me

1239
00:47:02,150 --> 00:47:00,720
in the work that i do always

1240
00:47:05,430 --> 00:47:02,160
um

1241
00:47:12,150 --> 00:47:07,910
there are times when i have

1242
00:47:15,349 --> 00:47:12,160
been in very dark places

1243
00:47:17,510 --> 00:47:15,359
wanting to denounce who i am as a spirit

1244
00:47:22,470 --> 00:47:17,520
and wanted to just

1245
00:47:25,109 --> 00:47:22,480
i'm and be i've been very angry and

1246
00:47:26,390 --> 00:47:25,119
i've had to walk through that that

1247
00:47:28,069 --> 00:47:26,400
darkness

1248
00:47:31,030 --> 00:47:28,079
to find

1249
00:47:31,990 --> 00:47:31,040
my inner strength and my inner light

1250
00:47:37,190 --> 00:47:32,000
and

1251
00:47:39,990 --> 00:47:37,200
so

1252
00:47:41,750 --> 00:47:40,000
i i've been learning a lot i i wrote a

1253
00:47:43,589 --> 00:47:41,760
book that

1254
00:47:45,750 --> 00:47:43,599
basically they

1255
00:47:47,109 --> 00:47:45,760
brought through me they inspired it

1256
00:47:49,589 --> 00:47:47,119
through me

1257
00:47:52,790 --> 00:47:49,599
and uh

1258
00:47:55,510 --> 00:47:52,800
i've just had nothing but um

1259
00:47:58,630 --> 00:47:55,520
blessings come from my connection

1260
00:48:01,510 --> 00:47:58,640
with my brothers and sisters my

1261
00:48:04,470 --> 00:48:01,520
i call them the star beings and they're

1262
00:48:07,349 --> 00:48:04,480
they're i'm very close to them and

1263
00:48:08,710 --> 00:48:07,359
this this dimension this planet has

1264
00:48:12,870 --> 00:48:08,720
always been

1265
00:48:14,550 --> 00:48:12,880
very foreign to me on many many levels

1266
00:48:17,030 --> 00:48:14,560
and that's because i believe that i

1267
00:48:18,550 --> 00:48:17,040
probably was always more connected to my

1268
00:48:21,270 --> 00:48:18,560
um

1269
00:48:23,430 --> 00:48:21,280
spiritual essence and my star essence

1270
00:48:26,470 --> 00:48:23,440
than my earth essence

1271
00:48:28,069 --> 00:48:26,480
and i've i've learned to adapt here but

1272
00:48:30,150 --> 00:48:28,079
there were so many things that were

1273
00:48:32,230 --> 00:48:30,160
foreign to me and

1274
00:48:33,750 --> 00:48:32,240
when i was younger it was it always

1275
00:48:35,589 --> 00:48:33,760
seemed like there was some kind of rule

1276
00:48:37,589 --> 00:48:35,599
book that i never got

1277
00:48:39,510 --> 00:48:37,599
that everybody else

1278
00:48:41,270 --> 00:48:39,520
that you know everybody else got and i

1279
00:48:43,349 --> 00:48:41,280
never got the copy of something and so i

1280
00:48:46,069 --> 00:48:43,359
didn't know exactly how to be

1281
00:48:49,030 --> 00:48:46,079
and i was always feeling on the outside

1282
00:48:50,710 --> 00:48:49,040
and i i and i was always wanting to

1283
00:48:52,630 --> 00:48:50,720
merge

1284
00:48:54,790 --> 00:48:52,640
i i remember when you know you used to

1285
00:48:56,950 --> 00:48:54,800
go to the psychic fairs and stuff

1286
00:48:58,710 --> 00:48:56,960
and i would sit there and i really

1287
00:49:01,510 --> 00:48:58,720
thought that i wasn't really doing

1288
00:49:06,470 --> 00:49:01,520
anything and every person who read me

1289
00:49:11,190 --> 00:49:08,470
i remember those days

1290
00:49:16,549 --> 00:49:13,430
and i had to really learn

1291
00:49:17,990 --> 00:49:16,559
in this dimension really learn to set

1292
00:49:20,710 --> 00:49:18,000
boundaries

1293
00:49:25,829 --> 00:49:20,720
because in spirit form and when we're in

1294
00:49:30,230 --> 00:49:26,950
we we

1295
00:49:32,309 --> 00:49:30,240
we just move in and out we there's no

1296
00:49:34,309 --> 00:49:32,319
there are no barriers that you know we

1297
00:49:35,589 --> 00:49:34,319
don't have

1298
00:49:38,950 --> 00:49:35,599
this

1299
00:49:41,510 --> 00:49:38,960
we're connected there's no separation

1300
00:49:42,710 --> 00:49:41,520
and i i had a difficult time with

1301
00:49:44,390 --> 00:49:42,720
separation

1302
00:49:46,710 --> 00:49:44,400
in this dimension

1303
00:49:48,390 --> 00:49:46,720
it was a an interesting

1304
00:49:50,230 --> 00:49:48,400
it was interesting to go through that

1305
00:49:53,349 --> 00:49:50,240
and the way it manifested for me and

1306
00:49:55,750 --> 00:49:53,359
stuff so there was a lot of

1307
00:49:57,670 --> 00:49:55,760
i would have to say that

1308
00:49:59,430 --> 00:49:57,680
this dimensional

1309
00:50:00,230 --> 00:49:59,440
earth as it is

1310
00:50:03,109 --> 00:50:00,240
uh

1311
00:50:07,270 --> 00:50:05,270
an impact on me that i've had to work

1312
00:50:09,190 --> 00:50:07,280
through than my connection with the

1313
00:50:12,230 --> 00:50:09,200
beings

1314
00:50:13,829 --> 00:50:12,240
interesting very interesting yeah i i'm

1315
00:50:15,589 --> 00:50:13,839
kind of torn between what both of you

1316
00:50:17,589 --> 00:50:15,599
are saying because i think i'm right in

1317
00:50:19,829 --> 00:50:17,599
the middle i think every day i wake up

1318
00:50:22,309 --> 00:50:19,839
but by the time i get to work i kind of

1319
00:50:24,150 --> 00:50:22,319
put it on the back burner but uh and

1320
00:50:26,630 --> 00:50:24,160
then when i get through work i'm much

1321
00:50:28,630 --> 00:50:26,640
more conscious of it again um

1322
00:50:30,710 --> 00:50:28,640
it comes and goes it's it's very

1323
00:50:33,190 --> 00:50:30,720
interesting how that happens

1324
00:50:36,390 --> 00:50:33,200
um i think because of the work i do

1325
00:50:38,790 --> 00:50:36,400
though i i have to be really focused on

1326
00:50:40,950 --> 00:50:38,800
it so i don't get i don't get that

1327
00:50:43,750 --> 00:50:40,960
chance during my work to even kind of

1328
00:50:46,710 --> 00:50:43,760
let my mind go to that spot

1329
00:50:49,109 --> 00:50:46,720
that where i keep all of my

1330
00:50:51,349 --> 00:50:49,119
angelic friends and

1331
00:50:52,309 --> 00:50:51,359
it's really a spot in my consciousness

1332
00:50:54,309 --> 00:50:52,319
and

1333
00:50:57,349 --> 00:50:54,319
i try to keep them alive within me at

1334
00:50:59,109 --> 00:50:57,359
any given moment so um

1335
00:51:00,710 --> 00:50:59,119
but yeah they do suffer while i'm at

1336
00:51:01,829 --> 00:51:00,720
work but i think the rest of the time

1337
00:51:03,670 --> 00:51:01,839
they're there and i think they're

1338
00:51:05,750 --> 00:51:03,680
protecting me just like they protect you

1339
00:51:08,309 --> 00:51:05,760
mary and i think that's their function i

1340
00:51:10,470 --> 00:51:08,319
think they're very high high dimensional

1341
00:51:11,990 --> 00:51:10,480
being and i just i can't imagine them

1342
00:51:13,990 --> 00:51:12,000
wasting their time

1343
00:51:16,230 --> 00:51:14,000
uh not being there to protect you you

1344
00:51:17,510 --> 00:51:16,240
know just hanging out now they're not

1345
00:51:19,349 --> 00:51:17,520
they're just not going to hang out

1346
00:51:21,670 --> 00:51:19,359
they're not with me all the time in that

1347
00:51:24,390 --> 00:51:21,680
sense but they're definitely there when

1348
00:51:27,910 --> 00:51:24,400
i need the help they're really really

1349
00:51:31,109 --> 00:51:27,920
boisterous at that point

1350
00:51:33,829 --> 00:51:31,119
right which is interesting i think

1351
00:51:34,950 --> 00:51:33,839
i just it's all really fascinating you

1352
00:51:38,309 --> 00:51:34,960
know

1353
00:51:41,430 --> 00:51:38,319
i mean i've been going to ufo

1354
00:51:43,829 --> 00:51:41,440
conferences since 1997

1355
00:51:45,750 --> 00:51:43,839
and when they were in laughlin and then

1356
00:51:47,990 --> 00:51:45,760
all the ones you know and i've heard

1357
00:51:50,790 --> 00:51:48,000
many many many of the speakers and i've

1358
00:51:52,710 --> 00:51:50,800
i've i've listened to the stories of the

1359
00:51:54,710 --> 00:51:52,720
um

1360
00:51:56,630 --> 00:51:54,720
contactees and stuff

1361
00:51:57,910 --> 00:51:56,640
and my experience

1362
00:51:59,030 --> 00:51:57,920
is so

1363
00:52:01,589 --> 00:51:59,040
different

1364
00:52:06,950 --> 00:52:01,599
you know it it i never felt

1365
00:52:13,750 --> 00:52:09,349
i welcomed

1366
00:52:14,950 --> 00:52:13,760
when they worked with me they were

1367
00:52:17,670 --> 00:52:14,960
working for

1368
00:52:20,150 --> 00:52:17,680
my highest good you know they were

1369
00:52:23,349 --> 00:52:20,160
supporting my higher

1370
00:52:26,630 --> 00:52:23,359
self so i never had that feeling

1371
00:52:30,150 --> 00:52:26,640
that they were dark or

1372
00:52:32,150 --> 00:52:30,160
harmful and and yet there are many

1373
00:52:33,990 --> 00:52:32,160
who have had those experiences and my

1374
00:52:35,910 --> 00:52:34,000
heart goes out to them

1375
00:52:37,030 --> 00:52:35,920
uh because my experience was so much

1376
00:52:39,670 --> 00:52:37,040
different

1377
00:52:40,710 --> 00:52:39,680
yeah yeah very cool well you guys you're

1378
00:52:43,109 --> 00:52:40,720
not going to believe this we only have a

1379
00:52:46,150 --> 00:52:43,119
couple minutes left in the show so

1380
00:52:47,109 --> 00:52:46,160
again mary electra how did they find you

1381
00:52:58,390 --> 00:52:47,119
on

1382
00:53:01,829 --> 00:52:58,400
site is and let lorien know how much you

1383
00:53:03,589 --> 00:53:01,839
like it well we still have a little bit

1384
00:53:05,990 --> 00:53:03,599
of work to go i have a shopping cart i'm

1385
00:53:08,309 --> 00:53:06,000
trying to build into it and yeah it's

1386
00:53:09,910 --> 00:53:08,319
good it's going to morph and change but

1387
00:53:11,670 --> 00:53:09,920
for right now just for the month of

1388
00:53:13,990 --> 00:53:11,680
august i got to pay attention to other

1389
00:53:15,910 --> 00:53:14,000
things but we'll i'll get back on it

1390
00:53:19,109 --> 00:53:15,920
folks and do some really fun stuff with

1391
00:53:20,870 --> 00:53:19,119
it so anyhow okay wonderful mary thank

1392
00:53:22,309 --> 00:53:20,880
you okay robert it's your turn tell

1393
00:53:24,630 --> 00:53:22,319
everybody how to get ahold of you find

1394
00:53:26,870 --> 00:53:24,640
me on facebook you can find me like me

1395
00:53:28,510 --> 00:53:26,880
on facebook if you like and you'll see

1396
00:53:31,190 --> 00:53:28,520
the announcement pop up hey

1397
00:53:32,470 --> 00:53:31,200
robertparella.com it's the debut

1398
00:53:34,549 --> 00:53:32,480
and then you should see that probably

1399
00:53:36,069 --> 00:53:34,559
next thursday or friday and then the

1400
00:53:37,750 --> 00:53:36,079
whole thing will be up all at once why

1401
00:53:40,150 --> 00:53:37,760
spoil the party you know it's sort of

1402
00:53:42,470 --> 00:53:40,160
like just put it all up at once and then

1403
00:53:44,230 --> 00:53:42,480
let them peruse and enjoy and thank you

1404
00:53:46,870 --> 00:53:44,240
for having me on your show a chance to

1405
00:53:49,829 --> 00:53:46,880
speak to others and to wish mary a happy

1406
00:53:53,109 --> 00:53:49,839
birthday and all those in in august and

1407
00:53:55,510 --> 00:53:53,119
um such a privilege thanks so much

1408
00:53:58,470 --> 00:53:55,520
i just need to tell you how proud i am

1409
00:53:59,589 --> 00:53:58,480
of you how honored i am to be your

1410
00:54:01,430 --> 00:53:59,599
friend

1411
00:54:04,069 --> 00:54:01,440
i really am

1412
00:54:06,390 --> 00:54:04,079
you're a dear being likewise mary

1413
00:54:07,829 --> 00:54:06,400
likewise we know each other forever

1414
00:54:10,870 --> 00:54:07,839
and it's great

1415
00:54:12,630 --> 00:54:10,880
i feel very blessed by it and i i love

1416
00:54:15,109 --> 00:54:12,640
what you're doing and everybody pay

1417
00:54:16,630 --> 00:54:15,119
attention to what he's got to say it's

1418
00:54:21,349 --> 00:54:16,640
really wonderful

1419
00:54:26,870 --> 00:54:23,190
oh anyhow i was just going to say robert

1420
00:54:28,790 --> 00:54:26,880
truly is one of the the best um

1421
00:54:31,910 --> 00:54:28,800
guys out there in the business he's been

1422
00:54:34,150 --> 00:54:31,920
at a long time it's been 20 years now at

1423
00:54:38,150 --> 00:54:34,160
least and you know he's still going

1424
00:54:40,150 --> 00:54:38,160
strong unlike a lot of these people that

1425
00:54:42,150 --> 00:54:40,160
drop out and mary you've been there too

1426
00:54:44,630 --> 00:54:42,160
so i just want to say thank both of you

1427
00:54:46,390 --> 00:54:44,640
for being in my life i really appreciate

1428
00:54:48,390 --> 00:54:46,400
it happy birthday to both of you i'll

1429
00:54:50,630 --> 00:54:48,400
see you this saturday robert mary i

1430
00:54:53,109 --> 00:54:50,640
won't see you for a while but next time

1431
00:54:55,829 --> 00:54:53,119
we get together it's ella this baby i'm

1432
00:54:57,670 --> 00:54:55,839
telling you right now illness happy

1433
00:55:02,549 --> 00:54:57,680
birthday

1434
00:55:04,630 --> 00:55:02,559
okay good night everybody we'll see you